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| I think I just have a few things to say before I never write in this again, And all I really want to come clean about is I hope to see more people that I used to talk to on here in my daily life. I think things are really moving forward for me once again but I think I want to find a new job. I want something a little more professional than Tuesday Morning. I won't know how to cope with out the huge discount I have however, I can't deal with a manager who can't lay out a schedule for the entire week until half the week has passed through. It's odd and I don't enjoy their company much. Often times they feel like highschool girls whispering to eachother. I thought it was cute not too long ago, seeing 30 year old woman act 15 but now it's getting kind of sick. I know this summer is looking big and bright for me, I will finally have my own place. I am excited mostly because it will actually be a house - two floors with a basement and a big back yard which I hope to start an enormous garden in. I feel like a second grader writing in here, maybe because my life isn't as exciting anymore with drunken escapedes and 3 day long acid trips, but as things look up for me I hope it all goes the same on everyone elses end. Lucy is officially a year and is my best friend. If you haven't met her I hope you do some time soon. If you ever want to get in contact I am sure you know my other internet pages. Best, {Polly | | |
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how to create a culture of resistance.
* Care for others more than yourself
* Dont be scared to act out.
* The only thing to really be intimidated by is accepting the status quo and an empty future.
* Learn something from everyone.
* Get into conversations that make you uncomfortable
*Read things that are difficult to grasp and then re-read it until you understand it.
* Instead of pushing people out, pull people in.
*Be bold and daring.
*Stay firm if you are correct
*Don't fight to survive inside this nightmare, but fight to create a whole different world
"well behaved people rarely make history."
Who thinks we can do better?
Anybody have other suggestions for creating a culture of resistance? | | |
| i keep buying furniture and items instead of saving up to move out. i am just so pumped to get a h ouse and a backyard and decorate and make food in the house and finally feel inspired. i decided to settle on a two year degree so i can enter the workforce super early. hooray for that one right? living here is an experience that blows my mind. i feel that i live in this big big house and have finally seen the true colors of my peers. how rightcheous i suppose. i've caught up on reading. people keep saying to me how boring it must be to be a stay at home mother. but i'm loving it. after a whole life so far of working and feeling unwanted, it's like i finally get to relax, not have to cram in a whole day of school and then a whole night of work while carrying a baby and having my parents say nasty things to me. No, I get to enjoy her and every smile and laugh feels brand new, like I am hearing it for the first time - only its better every time. I am reading this book that Steinbock wrote intentionally for a play, but it's not entirely one, just layed out as one. It's goofy but I really connect with it. The music sounds better in here. It's just that I can look and listen to things and feel like I am eating a fruit for the first time, the juices run in my mouth and feel very sweet and super fine. | | |
| I really want to get a tattoo but I don't know of what. Ever get that urge to go out and get something but you can't quite put your finger on it? It's like feeling like you should eat something, but you just aren't hungry. You just feel like you should be eating something. Well I feel like I should be getting tattooed but I can't decide upon what. I may get this bird from the Grateful Dead album "wake of the flood" -> http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/customer-images/B000002VJJ/ref=cm_ciu_pdp_images_3/105-8857571-4106026?ie=UTF8&s=music&index=3#gallery Or maybe not. I may get this descarde's symbol....... http://www.gabebc.com/Memoryphone/descartes.jpeg .......... or then again MAYBE NOT. Life is tough sometimes ey? And then it's like the money.... certainly not an issue but i suppose if I weren't spending money on that, then what exactly would I be spending it on?
Well anyways, love the one you are with. Summer is a beautiful season.
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| thanks for coming to my party!
and if you didn't, i hope your day yesterday was still pretty stunning.
life continues to be wonderful!
"It is hardly worth the effort to try to grow up into -- and live fully within -- a world that is not full of wonder."
- bruno bettelheim he's dumb. i like that quote. but now that highschool is over, it feels like there are so many opportunities and great things to live for
hooray!
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